Thursday, June 5, 2008

Milestones and unhappiness

Another milestone without Frank....................Red had her 8th grade graduation yesterday. Not that she remembers him but he should have been there. She wears his number on her jersey proud. Why did you have to leave us, them. They needed you all this time. I needed you and still need you.
I am so unhappy right now. Even the kids are unhappy. How do I fix it? I hate waking up and not knowing what kind of mood he will be in. Everything, has to be on his terms and at this point I can't do it any more. What do I need to do so he can know he is emotionally hurting us? All my support is sucked dry.
I will have to figure this one out on my own......................................

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