This basically sums up my feelings the past month. This time of year is so difficult for me. 12 years ago today, I lost my first true love. My best friend, my lover, my hero, the dad of my girls. I could go but words really can not express how I feel. I always dread this day. I hate every day leading up to. It just means, life has gone. Another day without him. Another day that he missed his daughters growing up.
I remember his smile, his laugh, his voice, his smell, his touch. He left me with the greatest gift all, Brittani and Becca. It is for them, that I keep on going. I am glad that I have been apart of their life. They remind me every day of him. I look into their eyes and see him. Becca's goofiness and love for life is him. Brittani's flirtiness and everybody's best friend is him.
It is today, that I miss you the most. It is each and every day of the year I thank you for sharing your short life with me.
I miss and love you.
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