Thursday, February 7, 2008

Believing in prayer.

For the longest time I had lost my way. Why? Because, God took the love of my life away. But, I soon began to realize it made me stronger. I was angery for awhile for taking away my husband but he had a much bigger plan for him.
I soon found my way again. I had a difficult pregnancy and delivary with the boys. I prayed. I prayed for their health and my health. I needed to be better for them and my daughters. 1 month after the boys were born Red had to have a tumor removed from her neck. I prayed. She was my baby and a spitting image of her dad. I prayed when my dad had a heart attack and triple by-pass.
Tonight, I pray for my oldest daughter who is stuggling with her dad's death. Yes, it has been 11 years. She is just wanting answers. Answers, I don't have. No one has. I pray that I will help her understand, which, I myself have a hard time understanding. Teenage years are hard. I believe God will help me in the right direction.

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