Weekend Play

Red had a softball tournament over the weekend in the hot hot hot weather. They play 3 games each day. They took 4th. (out of 6 teams). They had fun.
We got burnt. Even with sunscreen and cover.
We did get bumped up in league. At least, there should be some tuff teams. Unlike, the other teams we were beating by landslides.
The boys stayed home with Grandma and played with her all day. They just need to spend as much time with as they can. We really, don't know how much time she has left. Each day is a new day for her. Curtis understands and accepts she may not have alot of time left. He just doesn't want her in pain and to suffer. I on the other hand, am just numb. I don't know what to feel. God has dealt me so much loss in my life already. It is just a motion now to go with things.
That time of year is coming again. I really don't know if I have any feeling left to give him or if the grief just has sucked it all out. That is a whole another post.